dodging bullets

Well, the layoff rumor was true. Thankfully, our dept did everything first thing this morning so we had the postmortem meeting fairly early. (My group gets 2 more programs to manage - joy!) We lost 3 people + 2 open positions. Total for the company: 106. Now I feel relieved...and guilty to feel relieved... Pounding headache hasn't gone away yet but some of the knots in my stomach have loosened a bit.